Monthly Archives: April 2006

When will it be all over with?

Well I thought that when J dropped the money by my parents house on thursday, them giving him the rings and his camera back, and then me taking his ring back to the store, that this whole ordeal would be over with.

Well I guess I guess again (hmmm..that made no sense). Yeah I was laying in bed tonight trying to get to sleep, with 2 dogs snoring it is difficult, anyway, and remembered that he still has my desktop tower, monitor and keyboard. I just messaged him stating that I would like these things back. I wouldn’t worry about it normally, but that was given to me for free, and I can’t afford to go out and buy a brand new one. I so badly wanted to put withing the message, “perfably (sp?) in the same working order as it was given.” but I didn’t. If it doesn’t work my brother can fix it for me. He’s great on computers, and I believe that he is better than J’s brother at this.

I just wish the whole thing was over. Today while out at the festival and at wal-mart, I had several people congradulate me on my engagement. I had to say “Thank you , but I’m not getting married.” I’m glad that nobody asked me why, they just stated “Oh, well at least what ever happened, happened before you were married.” I’m begining to think that is the “choice” of phrase from everyone, LOL. But a lot of the people who told me this have been through a divorce or many divorces.

I don’t think he’ll message me back. If he doesn’t I’ll email him tomorrow. Or just forget about the desktop computer and save my money up (again) and purchase a newer and better one. I’m tired, but I don’t think I’ll be able to sleep tonight, Jade is so sore from her surgery and she is a little bit restless in the bed. Hehe I know put her in a cage, but I feel better having her next to me just in case something was to go wrong in the night, and I would be right there if she needed me. I know…I know…that this is only a dog and not a real baby. But as I’ve stated before, these 2 animals are the closest I have to children, and so therefore I treat them like “human” babies. I’m sick and I need help, and I know this. LOL.

Oh did I mention that I LOVE MY CAMERA?

And we can’t forget the puppies, Katie and Jade!!!



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My new camera

Here I am trying to figure out how the heck to put the neck strap on the stupid thing!

(I’m at my brother and sister-in-laws house)


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A little to much wine…okay…way to much wine!

As I sit here listening to Jay Leno, my dog “Katie” is passing the most horrible gas I think I have ever smelt in my life, (I know you just wanted to know)! I can not believe that an animal her size can make you want to go and get your own gas mask! She’s depressed, she misses her sissy “Jade”, but she will back home tomorrow. She’s recoporating (sp?) from her recent surgery.

My sister-in-law and I are going to the little festival tomorrow, our town holds this event every year. It’s called “The New Beginnings Festival”, and it celebrates the beginning of spring, I think. Sheesh, you’d think I would know what this festival is actually for, as I’ve lived in this boring town my whole entire life! But, no, actually I don’t have a clue what it is celebrating! I know I’m lame, and have no interest in the events in this town, LOL.

But it’s going to rain here tomorrow, as it has been raining for the last, oh 18 hrs or so…we had a 100 percent chance of rain today and a 90 percent chance of rain for tomorrow, and 70 precent chance of rain on Sunday. Although we need the rain, rain is kind of a depressing time for me. It is just so blah outside when it rains, although I do like the smell after the rain, it smells so clean. That is until our petroleum plant(sp? i can’t spell worth the poo!) stinks up the town again!

I wonder if I will find some cool crafts tomorrow. I hope so, I’m in the mood to spend some money. I’m dog sitting for my parents tonight and tomorrow. Well, I don’t have to actually sit at the house and watch the dogs, that would be a bit boring. I just have to go feed them and let them out, and show them that just because their mommy and daddy left, doesn’t mean they aren’t loved. My mom has two weenie dogs also, and they are the weirdest dogs I’ve ever known in my whole entire life. They infact are weenie dogs, but they have the composure, characteristics and attitude of a Chihuhau (sp? i know i know, get a dictionary!). They are strange. They only really like my mom, and could care less for anyone else, unless of course that other person has FOOD, oh my goodness, beware if you have food in your hand you will indeed be tackled, or google eyed at until you give them a bite.

I however can not say that Katie doesn’t act like this also, because well she does. See I went to school for almost 4 months in 2004, and my mother spoiled her more than I do, so now Katie does that same google eye thing with me when I have food. I never really gave her “people bites” maybe cheese or bread every once in a while. Well when my mom had her, she ruined that for me, lol. I however have not taught Jade how to beg, and I’m keeping it that way. She has no understanding that I’m eating “people bites” and goes on with her own business. Good doggie!!!

I’m so exhausted. I’ve for some odd reason have been reading I don’t know why. But there are some sick sick sick evil evil evil people in this world. I just read and state “Oh my Gosh!”, “Oh how sick”. I’ve always been a sucker for true crime stories, ever since I was younger and thought I would be a profiler for the FBI. HEHEHE. I used to play FBI with my barbies, and I always found the bad guy before something else happened. I however will never be an FBI profiler :(. But that doesn’t stop me from watching A&E cold cases, or CSI, or Vanish without a Trace, or Medium (well she’s really not a profiler, but it’s a cool show), or Missing on lifetime, I like these shows. I always try to guess who the bad guy is before they show us, and I’m always wrong. See why I won’t ever be a Profiler for the FBI? ARRGGHHH!!!

I don’t understand why people do what they do, and I will never understand it. I will continue to pray for those who were lost because of the evil doings of others, and the families of those who were lost. I hardly pray for myself, my nightly prayers always goes for people who are in distress, or in need of a miracle. Because they need the prayers more than me.

Hehe well that was like 6 topics in one post, no no no, I haven’t had 2 glasses of wine, and no there is no way at this moment that I’m feeling those 2 glasses of wine. LOL. I normally don’t drink by myself, but I felt like a glass of wine. Then I got another, and well, um…yea…enough said!!!

I did never find that damn sock I was looking for last night. I don’t know I guess it just grew legs and walked off, thought maybe it would go frockling somewhere. See the world or something. Damn sock! Or maybe just maybe Katie hid it somewhere. You have to be careful with her sometimes if you leave anything on the floor we have to go “hide” it, as we think that everything in this house is our personal toy.

I’ve looked in her favorite hiding spot today, which is behind the love seat. I didn’t find the sock but I did find the following:

2 raw hide bones
1 pony tail holder (that i’ve been looking for, for like 2 weeks)
1 dollar bill (guess she wants to buy something?)
1 destroyed stuffed animal (not her’s it was mine, that stinker!)
a chewed up electric bill (i’m assuming it’s not the new one, or am i hoping? would the electric company believe “i didn’t pay my bill as my dog ate it?”, probably not, because if teachers and professors don’t fall for it, the electric comapny won’t either. But with our electric company, they are some kind of different people, they’d just might, LOL.)
and last but not least, a foil wrapper from a candy bar i think..i’m not sure.

Yea, I have a klepto for a dog. She likes to take things that aren’t hers just because she has this urge to take it. I guess I’m gonna have to start looking behind the love seat more often LOL.

Well I guess that is a enough blabber for one post, as I am not making one bit of freaking sense. Or am I? No I believe I am not. And you are probably drooling at your desk at this moment as I bored you to sleep. Sorry! Just felt like posting. Why? I’m not sure, guess I wanted you to enjoy the wine just as much as I did, ehehehe!!!!

Off to bed I go!!! To dream of a dreamy Ryan Reynolds (oh yes, that would be a perfect dream. Forget Alanis, Ryan, come marry me!!!)

oh here’s a pic of the camera I’m thinking of buying this weekend. I hope I have the nerve to actually spend the money on it, as I really really do want it!!


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For all my friends…

The following poem is for all of you who are my friends online, and especially for that one special friend who has been with me through thick and thin, good and bad, ugly and even uglier. We’ve been friends for such a long time, I don’t know if she knows that our friendship has meant the world to me. How our friendship has brought me happiness in my darkest days, for that I thank her. *Wink* You know who you are!

My Friend
by Sammy Lane Sharp

We all need someone
To talk to in our life,
A friend to whom we run
In times of stress or strife

A friend who’s always there
Throughout the years,
A friend we know will care
And take away our fears.

A friend who’s always near,
Waiting for our call,
To wipe away our tears,
And lift us when we fall.

A loving friend indeed,
On whom we can depend
To fulfill our every need –
Thank you, precious friend

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After Shock…

Well last night as I stated the girls and I (and one guy but hey he is one of the girls too!!) went out to a bar here in the town I work in. I of course had to go home and take care of Katie and take a quick shower before I went, so that is what I did.

I met everyone at the bar at 7:30, and I was planning on leaving at 9 and going home to get some good sleep. HEHEHE, that didn’t happen. I also wasn’t planning on drinking that much, HEHEHE that didn’t happen either. LOL.

I bought this new kind of drink calld PEELS which is what Budwieser is putting out now, um…I suggest no one EVER drink that crap! I know I won’t. I had one sip of it and that was enough for me!!! I went and got a Bacardi Watermelon instead, which suited me just fine. I had um…2 1/2 of those and I hadn’t had anything to eat all day except a bean burrito!! UM…I WAS GONE!!!

I fell off the bench we were sitting on and now I have this HUGE bruise on my shin. O’well I had fun. I got home around 11:00pm which wasn’t to bad, and stayed up until 11:30, trying to figure out where I’d last seen my sock. Why in the world I was so worried about a damn sock is beyond me! LOL. Then I crashed into bed around 11:30. The alarm went off this morning at 5:45, boy did that ever come so quickly!!! Well needless to say I’m hung over, can’t think worth the poo, and can’t speak either. I think I may be still drunk. This will be interesting how this day plays itself out. LOL. Poor customers !!! LOL.

Well I better get back to work, not that I’m busy or anything, Just that I’m done typing for now.

Oh I’m getting a digital camera sometime in the next 2 weeks, YIPPIIEEE!!!!!

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Ready to go home!!

I’m here at work on hold with SBC, it’s so fun let me tell ya. I’m ready to go the heck home, let Katie out feed her take a nice hot bath, and go out tonight with the “girls” from work. I hope to have lots of fun (i’m not drinking much as i have to work tomorrow, and today is pay day. )

Gonna go!!!.

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Pictures of me when I was young…oh the days….


I think this is when I was 2 1/2 years old, not sure, the back doesn’t say, Um…I don’t know what I’m doing with my hand on my ear. Mom says that was a nervous habit I had whenever my picture was taken at that age, hmmm….yeppers this proves I that I was destined to be a wierdo.

This is my most favorite picture of all times, I look so innocent here!! Little does anyone know I was not, and still not. LOL.

Here I was about 12 or 13 I can’t remember which, I do believe maybe 12 it was in 7th grade, and that is a REAL fur coat I’m wearing. I was getting reading for my band concert (played the flute). (Laura remember those days?). I think I look to old for what age I’m actually am, and Surprised my father let me out of the house. LOL.

Yes I am holding a boys hand in this picture, he was one of the many that I had dated back when I was younger. This is also the skinniest I have ever been 😦 I miss those days!! This is also when My hair started turning Naturally curly…which Now I HATE!!!

And here I am doing my favorite sport of all times!!! This event that I am in was my favorite (not at the beginning) it was called the 500 Free style. Um that is 20 laps in one race!! I was exhausted by the time I was done, but I sure did LOVE IT!!! (See I’m wierd!)


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