Monthly Archives: November 2006

I’m here

Hey there I’m alive.   I’ve been very very sick this whole week and at home 😦 I’ll post more when I’m not sneezing my head off. PROMISE!!!

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My Dream

I have this reoccuring nightmare, I dont’ get it everynight, just sometimes.  It will probably seem so silly to others, but last night I woke up at 3 am with my heart pounding and my body shaking.  I had to get up and smoke a cig before I could go back to sleep, that is how bad this nightmare scared me.  This nightmare always consists of my friends and myself running for our lives from Jason.  Yes, the Jason from Friday the 13th movies.  I don’t know what it is, but I have had this dream for years and years.  It’s always different and besides myself it always consits of a different group of characters.  And yes, it scares the living day lights out of me.  When I have this dream I never feel completely rested the next day.

This is how the dream (parts I can remember) played out last night. 

We, meaning myself and like 2 other people, my friend here from work LeAnn and the woman who plays the mom on That 70’s Show (think she represented someone else, but I am not for sure).  We were in this mansion, a big ASS one as that, we were looking at the beautiful decor and art.  We knew we were in “Jasons” mansion, but in this dream he was a bit different.  He was an actual man, a young HOT man, and he only turned into Jason when he was highly upset about something, once he put on the Hockey Mask all hell broke loose, but he would take the mask on and off and he would change.  Oh, just remembered what the “Kitty” was she was his mother.  Anyways.  We were walking around the 1st floor waiting for “Jason” to come from upstairs.  We weren’t scared of the Man Jason, he was nice to us, until his mother said something to piss him off. I kept telling her “Please, just shut up, please don’t make him mad.  Please I beg you.”  I believe that “Jason” and I had a romantic relationship, or else how would I know this?  More on that later.  But this chick just nagging the hell out of him.  He was trying to be a good sport about everything, until he couldn’t just take it anymore.  By then I had whispered to my friend LeAnn “Once you see him grab that mask over there, RUN!” She was like “Huh?” I just said “Trust me, just follow me.” She just shrugged her shoulders. 

Jason couldn’t take the nagging anymore, and he grabbed for the mask, I looked at LeAnn and mouthed “RUN” and we took off in a dead run up the stairs, God there were a lot of them.  She asked “What is going on?” Or something to the effect.  I don’t remember what I said but when I said it she pee’d her pants, yes actually I saw in my dream her peeing her pants.  We ran and ran and ran.  I think we were in this attic by this point, his mother was right behind us.  Course everyone knows that “Jason” doesn’t run, but he was still close behind us. 

We got into the attic and we were in this gigantic bathroom, yes, a bathroom in the attic, dont’ ask, I don’t know.  We were so desperatly trying to find a place to hide.  In my dream my name was not Susan it was “Phoebe” i don’t know why on that either.  You know you never have much time to find a place, but the time THEY found their places I was scampering around the room like a chicken with it’s head cut off trying to find a place to hide, which of course it being myself I didn’t.   So I’m standing there looking like an idiot when the door comes open.  It’s “Jason” but he doesn’t have his mask on.  He has some girl under her arms draggin her like she’s a rag doll.  She’s screaming and crying and pleading for her life.  I ask him to take me instead and he said something like “Honey, I can not do that.” And he goes around looking for his mother and LeAnn.  “they aren’t in here with me, I don’t know where they are.” I blurted out.  He looks at me and turns around and as he exits the door.  “I’ll be back for you.”

Okay now we all know that “Jason” doesn’t talk this is the first time EVER in my nightmare have I ever had a conversation with him. 

I was running around and LeAnn and the mother get out of their hiding places and we run into the toilet stalls.  I’m running around looking for somewhere to hid.  I look in a toilet stall and it is filled with nothing but dead girls in Prom dresses???  I hide in there with them.  I can remember the smell I didn’t know you could smell in your dreams but I did here.  They were all bloody and some of their eyes were opened.  I heard the door open again.  I knew it was him I just stood there in the sea of dead girls hoping he would noticed.  He walked around the room and I heard the door close.  I sighed in relief.  Then I felt a hand on my shoulder and I screamed.  I turned around and there was this girl in the stall with me (i don’t know who she was), and she said “I’ve been here for two days, I think.” I told her to follow me I know where to go.  She and I wrestle our way out of the sea of dead girls.  I can’t find my friend LeAnn or the mother.  So i shrug my shoulders and go on with this chick following me. 

That’s when I woke up at 3 am.  My heart pounding and shaking. 

Then I go back to sleep I’m still being chased by “Jason” and this time he is even meaner before.  It never failed that ever corner I turned he was waiting for me and some random stranger I picked up in different hiding places.  When I woke up to the alarm I was waiting in a closet hoping that he would check it with some girl I didn’t even know. 

What does this all mean? And why do I keep having dreams that “Jason” is after me to kill me.  MOst importantly why did I dream this time that we were Lovers?  And why was he normal when he didn’t have the mask on?  I don’t quite understand this dream.  The past times I was just running from the regular “Jason” in my neighborhood trying to get away, I always got away, my friends however did not 😦  I don’t know what to interrept this dream as.

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Books and Christmas, that’s about it.

I was gonna try to post a pic on this stupid thing, NOT WORKING, AM I AN IDIOT?!?! Why isn’t this working for me?!?! LOL.

I’m reading a GREAT book by Judy Blume. Yes, you heard me right Judy Blume, as in the children and young adult author, Judy Blume.  But, wait, I’m not done.  She has 2 novels out that are written for Adults this one was published in 2005 the other one was 15 years ago.  I’m reading Summer Sisters, and OH MY GOSH, I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.  I’m almost done with it.  I highly recommend this book, especially if you have a best friend, because then you will be able to put yourselves and your friend into these characters (no matter the time periods). 

Here is what someone wrote about it: “The emotional connection a person can form with one true friend can be the most formative experience in a person’s life. In Summer Sisters, Judy Blume explores the friendship that spans 18 years in the lives of two women and the lasting effect this relationship has on both of them….Summer Sisters is her first foray into adult fiction in nearly 15 years, and it is well worth the wait….Blume creates a rich tapestry of characters, revealing all the hidden emotions lying beneath the surface. Summer Sisters is an exceptionally moving story that can leave the reader laughing and crying at various points, sometimes at the same time. Blume’s talent lies in creating characters you can see yourself in, and, hopefully, we won’t have to wait another 15 years for her to delve into the adult landscape again.”
The Denver Post

So the time has come to once again exchange Christmas Cards (or Holiday Cards if you’d rather call it such, me it’s Christmas).  If you want to be on my list of Card getters this year just email me and we can exchange addresses 🙂

Email is as follows (can’t believe i’m posting my email on my blog, lol, I MUST BE NUTS) syates13@cox.net (all lower case letters, except the numbers of course HEHHE :o) 

That’s all really for today…BARNGODDESS I’m still working on part III…I have rewritten that part 4 times now!!! I can’t get it right GRRR.

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Books and Christmas, that’s about it.

I was gonna try to post a pic on this stupid thing, NOT WORKING, AM I AN IDIOT?!?! Why isn’t this working for me?!?! LOL.

I’m reading a GREAT book by Judy Blume. Yes, you heard me right Judy Blume, as in the children and young adult author, Judy Blume.  But, wait, I’m not done.  She has 2 novels out that are written for Adults this one was published in 2005 the other one was 15 years ago.  I’m reading Summer Sisters, and OH MY GOSH, I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.  I’m almost done with it.  I highly recommend this book, especially if you have a best friend, because then you will be able to put yourselves and your friend into these characters (no matter the time periods). 

Here is what someone wrote about it: “The emotional connection a person can form with one true friend can be the most formative experience in a person’s life. In Summer Sisters, Judy Blume explores the friendship that spans 18 years in the lives of two women and the lasting effect this relationship has on both of them….Summer Sisters is her first foray into adult fiction in nearly 15 years, and it is well worth the wait….Blume creates a rich tapestry of characters, revealing all the hidden emotions lying beneath the surface. Summer Sisters is an exceptionally moving story that can leave the reader laughing and crying at various points, sometimes at the same time. Blume’s talent lies in creating characters you can see yourself in, and, hopefully, we won’t have to wait another 15 years for her to delve into the adult landscape again.”
The Denver Post

So the time has come to once again exchange Christmas Cards (or Holiday Cards if you’d rather call it such, me it’s Christmas).  If you want to be on my list of Card getters this year just email me and we can exchange addresses 🙂

Email is as follows (can’t believe i’m posting my email on my blog, lol, I MUST BE NUTS) syates13@cox.net (all lower case letters, except the numbers of course HEHHE :o) 

That’s all really for today…BARNGODDESS I’m still working on part III…I have rewritten that part 4 times now!!! I can’t get it right GRRR.

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My attempt to being a blogger.

I got up this morning and got around and realized I have gotten so fat that I can not find a pair of pants that fit me alone a pair that doesn’t have holes in them.  So, not only am I fat I’m poor as well what a pathetic position I am in.  So of course I cuss as I’m finding something Approriate to wear to work, finally decide on my black slacks my v-neck sweater that is like oh 10 years old, it was my aunts before mine, and my sketchers.  Not only am I fat and poor I look the part too.

I drove down to Bartlesville this morning to see Dr. OH SO HOT to get my stitches out, oh he’s so freaking cute!  He said “Hmm all done.  Now I suggest that you get all 4 wisdom teeth pulled, an implant on the right side, possibly one where my tooth was just pulled, and root canal and cap on my other ‘bad’ tooth.”  I laughed and looked at him “Once I win the power ball I’ll be calling ya.” He laughed also, so at least he is a doctor with a sense of humor.

As I drove back to go to work this morning, the wind about blew me away in my little truck.  FREAKING like a lions roar out there!  It was supposed to snow today, they took that out of the forecast, it’s just rain now.

So, on to other news for the day.  I somehow have disrepected my family.  Good to know I guess, also good to know that family talks about you behind your back also.  I’m seriously thinking that not joining in holiday fesitivities will be the best choice.  If I do go, then I have to pretend nothing is wrong and put a smile on my face.  I really don’t feel like I want to do that, not really.  Somehow going over to someones house has been disrespectful to the point that I’ve been asked not to do so, in a not so nice way may I add.

Moving sounds so good to me right now.  I may say forget this and head up to Iowa and just see where this Nate and I situation will lead.  I can always come back home!

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