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Some how I think I was born in the wrong Era. Yes, you heard me right, and no, I’m not going crazy.¬† I don’t think you can go crazy when you are already there ūüôā

Ever since I was a kid I NEVER liked things that were “hip” at the time everyone else liked.¬† I have always loved the late 60’s and Early 70’s Era’s.¬† Why? Good question, and if you know the answer let me know Paaahhhllleeease!!!.¬†

I love the music from back then too.¬† I try and try to listen to what is consider “hot” music of today, but I always find my way back to the Mamma’s and the Papa’s, Fleetwood Mac, Sweetwater (a band that was great they played at woodstock ), Janis Joplin, Jimi Hendrix,¬†and other great¬†artists from that Era.¬†

I realize that I’m wierd, there is no need to tell me that, as I already know.¬† But that is irrevalent (sp?) to what I’m trying to get at.¬† I think I missed my true Generation…yes that generation was called “Hippies”.¬† Am I the only one out there that believes that they are growing old in the wrong time?!?! Please don’t let me be the only one!! If I am I think i probably need to get some professional help!!!



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I’ve been Tagged 2 times

Well I have been tagged by two different people, Dianak, and Rachel, on two different things.  SO here it goes.

The first one is I am to list 6 wierd things about myself.  SO here we go, and hopefully I have friends after this, lol.

1.¬† I collect newspapers, magazines, books.¬† Doesn’t matter what book, magazine, or newspaper it is, I most have it.¬† I have a tub full of newspapers right now in my closet, and no, I can not bring myself to throw them away!¬† I did break down a couple of weeks ago and threw out most of my magazines though.¬† Books I’m into all books, doesn’t matter if I would never read them, y ou never know I might want to read that stupid book over in the corner one day.¬†

2.¬† I can’t stand shoes or socks.¬† If I had my choice we would be allowed to wear no shoes or socks out in public.¬† The first thing I do when I come home is tear my shoes and socks off, along with my bra,which I also hate, but not as much as shoes or socks.

3. I have this intense feeling that everyone is always talking bad about me behind my back.  No matter if thye are or not, if there is a group of people out there, and I see them and they see me and then they start to talk, I automatically start to think they are talking about me. 

4.¬† I can not stand other peoples feet.¬† Feet to me are the most ugliest things on the planet.¬† Do not touch any part of my body or clothes for that matter with your stinky ass feet, i’ll be sure to hit you.

5.   I can not stand it when people scrape their teeth on their forks.  I want to grab the fork from their fat little stubby hands and stab them with it.  It is worse than finger nails on a chalkboard, OMG, the sound I am cringing now just thinking about it.

6.¬† I must have clean hands (which to me is wierd because I get sick so often).¬† If my hands feel grimy I have to either wash them or rinse them off with santizer.¬† I do not shaking strange peoples hands, that’s just nasty to me, but I do shake their hand it’s impolite not to, but the whole entire time I’m thinking “where has this hand been?¬† Did they wash their hands after using the restroom” I almost throw up when I have to shake someones hand.

 K, that is my 6 wierd things about me.

Now the 2nd is from Rachel give 8 memerioes you cherish the most.

1.¬† I was about 5 years old and I was outside playing, making mud pies.¬† I was pouring the muddy murky water into my “toy coffee” pot and having myself a Little Coffee party with my dolls and barbies.¬† I had a cup it was empty i put it up to my lips and started the motions of drinking the “muddy coffee” and my mom freaked.¬† “NO NO Susie don’t drink that!” I looked at her and said “it’s empty ma, geesh” and she laughed and she told me when she was a little girl she told her little sister that their mud pies were really pies, and told her to eat it and she did.¬† I said “Ma that’s mean, and gross.” and I called my aunt up and called her a “foolish fool, to let someone do that to her!” she laughed until she cried, I thought she was crying because she was upset that I called her a “foolish fool”.

2. This isn’t actually a memeroy it’s someone’s memory of me.¬† But, it doesn’t matter how many times I hear it I get a hoot out of it.¬† I was probably 2 or 3 at the time, and my grandy (the one that recently passed) took me to the bathroom because she had to use the ‘potty’.¬† I told her she was to big to sit on the ‘potty’.¬† You know because when you are that little you still have to hold yourself with your hands on the pot so you don’t fall in.¬† She was so tickled because I was soooo serious. LOL.

3.¬† I was about 4 and my brother was jumping up and down on the bed acting like the fool he is, and I told him that he would hurt himself, and he told me to go away.¬† Heard a crash and saw my brother’s butt and feet inside the house but the rest of his body outside the house.¬† He had fallen through the window, and I said “told you so.” and went to tell my ma.

4.¬† Being the clutz I am, Diana her brother and myself went down the creek.¬† I say Diana, and I were probably 5th or 6th grade.¬† I was not allowed down at the creek, but I went anyways.¬† There was this rope swing hanging from the tree and you could swing across the creek it was a blast.¬† Me being the smart one, decided I was going to swing backwards…somehow I ended up in the creek.¬† I got grounded and Diana got sent home by my mom.

5. All the times I played “Friday the 13th” with Diana and her brother.¬† Or ghost in the graveyard, any game really.¬† I spent most of my life with Diana and her family!

6.¬† Laura and I were waiting in line at the Kansas City Air port to check our bags.¬† We were off to Portland to visit Diana. Can’t quite remember the details of this, Laura would, but there was a lady in the front of us who was basically accusing us of cutting infront of her 12 year old son.¬† We did not, we were clearly in front of him the whole entire time.¬† She stated to him something like he has to watch out for people like us, who would take advantage of him being so young.¬† Laura came out with “Listen here lady, we didn’t cut infront of your stupid son (something like that) and I don’t appreciate you saying we did (something like that).” I stood there in line my mouth hung open and thinking, “Whoa, this isn’t the Laura I came with.” LoL.

7.¬† Diana and I used to fight over this boy named Steve.¬† Why we fough over Steve I don’t know he didn’t turn out to be anybody special after we all grew up.¬† But Steve lived down the street from her, and I had a crush on him.¬† I kissed him once, and so did she, we caught each other both times, we were so mad at each other we could spit nails out at each other.¬† Steve I’m sure was enjoying this.¬† Diana’s mom sat us both down, both our faces tear streaked from crying stating “Now girls no boy is worth fighting over and ruining a friendship over.”¬† And she sent Steve home. LOL.

8.¬† When and anytime my grandfather would call me “His Special Angel”.¬† When he said that my face would light up and I’d be glowing for the rest of the day.¬† I would wait to hear those¬†4 words “You’re my¬†Special Angel” and then my day would be a good one.¬† He didn’t say it all the time, only when we were working on a project together.¬† He’d pat my head and said “You’re my Special angel”.


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Sick and other things

Well I have mono, I could not type a lenghthy post at home because the computer eats posts that are more than a sentence long.¬† Why I don’t know.¬† But, that is what I have, I’m back at work today tired as heck, leaving at NOON.¬†

Sunday was my birthday, in all actuality it was like any other ordinary day, besides the Happy Birthday Wishes.¬† I stayed in and did nothing but want Party of Five Season 2.¬† I have had no energy to do anything but watch TV and sleep ūüė¶

In other news, my Grandmother at the age of 86 years passed away on November 30th at 9:15 in the morning.¬† We had her graveside funeral Saturday at 3:00 pm.¬† I will greatly miss my grandy (that’s what I called her) but I know she is in a better place now and with her mom dad and my grandfather.¬† I will again see her one day, but until then it will be hard to be here on earth with out her.¬†¬† It’s also hard to see my mom and her 2 sisters go through what they are going through, adjusting to having no parents.¬† That is a sad thought, and one day I will to like everyone will have to expierence not having a mom or a dad, but I’m not going to think about that it’s just to hard.

Other than that I really have nothing to report, interesting wise.

Just want to thank everyone for their Happy Bday wishes and to Lisa for the gift certificate from the Fashion Bug, can’t wait until I get my nice cozy sweater!!!!


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Let It Snow!!

Snow 3Snow 2Let it SnowTruck under Snow (just click on the tumbnail to view the whole picture ūüôā )Here are some pictures of our “Blizzard 2006”.¬† Just to let you all know I HATE SHOVELING SNOW and I had to do it today in order to do laundry!!! GRRR…..


¬†The picture in the header is plaque that I have sitting on my TV.¬† It was my mom’s she gave it to me, it is a Christmas Decoration that¬†I have grown up with all my life.¬† I’m so thrilled she gave it to me!!!


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In my mind it’s over…

Well if you can’t guess what the meaning of the title is, it’s about J and I.¬† Yes, yet again, it is over.¬† Um why? You ask.¬† Here is a list of things that just have um totally taken their toll on me.

1. Not calling me EVER

2. Not messaging me first on Yahoo.

3. Blowing me off for an entire weekend, to fix a junked up car.

4. Um, not seeing him in 4 weeks is a big one.

5. After not seeing him in 4 weeks he IM’s me to see if I wanted to have sex (um HELLO haven’t seen you in¬†4 weeks?)

That is just a few of the situations that have occured since the last mention of J.¬† Or Ass Jr. or AJ for short.¬† I don’t know what to do.¬† You know the reason I asked what I did in the beginning was to make sure I had my mind set in the right way.¬† When we talked about getting back together, the night I called upon him for sex (yes, i’m bad) it was to me just that, nothing much until something happened, something clicked in the both of use, to make us decide to try this whole thing out again.¬† I asked him to make sure that this is truly what we both wanted, and he said yes, guess, when I asked him that? 4 weeks ago.¬† Um…..OKAY….I told him that I wouldn’t break it off this time, that I would not hurt him, but I’m the one that is getting hurt with the whole thing.

 HELP in need insight!!!!


¬†I’m so flipping mad right now, you can actually see the steam coming out of my ears.¬† Our office is now closing for lunches at 12:00 to 1:00 until the doomsday.¬† BUT you know what? Guess who is here all alone, just take a guess? Yep you’re right, me.¬† I was not asked to go to lunch with NOBODY today.¬† I am here forced to sit here and look at the wall and write here, because, nobody had the niceness in their heart to see if I wanted to go to lunch with them.¬† My answer would of been no, because I have no money, but that is not the point of this, the point is don’t close the office up all of you take off and leave on poor sapless person behind, that is rude RUDE RUDE RUDE.¬† Tears of anger have fallen from my eyes today.¬† It will be a surprise if this chick can keep her mouth shut when they all get back.¬† Damn Bitches!


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It’s now November



Geesh where’d the month go?¬† As I get older the years go by faster, what’s with that?

I did not have any trick or treaters last night, although I did not advertise that I wanted any (leaving porch light on) so that could be why, lol.¬† One of the trick or treaters walking down the sidewalk scared the living daylights out of my poor puppy Jade.¬† I was sitting in the stair well, and the pups were outside doing their dooties, I did not have my stair well lights on so they didn’t see me, and they bent down and screamed at her, how freaking rude.¬† I opened my screen door and walked outside.¬† “Um…do you really think that was necessary?” I asked, they looked up at me “She was gonna bite me” he said, I said “Um…no, I was sitting in there (pointing to the door) and she was minding her own business when you rudely came up and screamed at her.¬† This dog does night bite.” He snickered.¬† I have had a problem with this boy before.¬† “Well, I suggest that you keep on walking, and the next time I see you scare or mistreat my dog, or any other dog in this neighborhood, I will either walk down to your parents house, or call the cops. That is illegal, and I do have a digital camera where I can capture your Illegal act.” He just said “Whateva” and walked off.¬† I was so mad.¬† This morning I had to drag Jade down the stairs to go outside, and if you do not know this, weenie dogs if excited or scared will pee all over themselves.¬† It is not their fault they just can’t control their bladders in situations like this, Katie doesn’t do this, but my mom’s dogs do and so does Jade.¬† She peed all the way out side.¬† So I got to clean up that mess, but I didn’t scold her she was afraid that someone was going to scare her again.

Other than that little incodent I didn’t have much of an exciting evening.¬† Moved all the furniture out from the walls for the Orcin (sp?) man to spray today.¬† The pups are at my mom and dads for the day, Katie will be loving that!¬† I watched The MOst Horrifying Hollywood Murders on E! and then Halloween: Resurection on AMC, and then went to bed.¬† I tried to stay up to watch the show Ghost Moms on WE (womens entertainment) which is a reality show out of Tulsa (seriously) but I couldn’t stay up past 10 (since the time change it was 11:00 in my mind) so I have no idea how that went. If they show does well (from last night) they will start filming in Tulsa for the first season.¬† It’s about moms who investigate haunted places, I assume it’s awesome, but I don’t know from experience.

I think I’m gonna tell “bubba” to go to the light, he’s driving me up the wall.

Other than that No news for now.¬† It’s cold and my fingers are numb (yes i’m at work but it’s still cold).¬†

Have a nice November 1st (22 more days until Turkey Day!).


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K, um I just posted this really long post and um, I can’t find it, errr, I hate learning to things LOL.

I just got done watching Lisa Williams: Life Among the Dead, a new lifetime show.¬† This woman is the first in a very long time to make me believe what she is actually saying.¬† She had 3 readings tonight and she was dead on all 3 of them, without any previous knowledge of the back story or whom she was meeting for the reading.¬† I think that she is a better medium then John Edwards and Sandra from Montel, truly I do. I have never seen a “pyschic” in real life, always on tv.¬† But, I think that in some way we are all little pyschic, it’s just allowing ourselves to open up in such a way.¬†

I have had dejavu all my life since i was a young girl.¬† I know what the scientific world describes dejavu as, and I say PFFFT. on all of that scientific jaz.¬† I have always had the ability to dream things before they happen, not RIGHT before they happen it could be months or years down the road before they happen.¬† I have recently kept a dream journal, its on a different blog, and it’s not a published blog, it’s only for me.¬† But I have seen similarities of what I’ve expierenced in past dreams that happen later in real life.¬† Freaky huh?!?

As you all know I have a “bubba”, and he has been so active the last 3 nights.¬† A little to active for my liking, he kept me up most of the night last night with his fun and games. I do believe this spirite is a male between the ages of 8 and 10.¬† He’s just to playful to be an older male, and I get the Male vibe not the female vibe frome the spirit.¬† Now no one ever died in this apartment to my knowledge, which I can ask my land lord on Wednesday if this is true, it’s been in her family since she was born.¬† I will ask if her son and his wife ever experienced strange occurances in here.¬† Nothing scary, just out of sorts, like bread on the floor doors openin themselves you know the normal stuff.¬† I will let you all know.

I think all of us could do some sort of medium if we really just open up to it.¬† I don’t allow myself to do it very often, because I am afraid of getting in contact of someone evil, and that would just freak my sh8t out.¬† I am not about the evil dark things, sure I watch scary movies, but that is for the thrill, or the laughs, but to actually experience the reality of an evil entity would be to much for this chic to hadle.

I know, I know show me to my padded cell now, and throw away the key.¬† But, I know that I’m not the only one that thinks this.¬† I know that some of you actually believe what I’m saying, that you too have had some experiences or thoughts or “dejavu” that you just could not explain as to why you experienced, or thought those things.¬†

Give me some of you input!


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